Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself   Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself   Myself      Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself   Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself   Myself      There's someone calling my name   But there's nothing to respond   I lost so much in our collapse   Man, what little hope is gone      The voice said, "Don't worry, friend   The darkness is just a suggestion   No, don't worry, kid   The darkness is just suggestion   No, don't worry, Kevin"      Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself   Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself   Myself      There's someone calling my name   But there's no one to respond   I lost so much in our collapse   Oh, what little hope is gone      The voice said, "Don't worry, friend   This darkness is just a suggestion   No, don't worry, kid   This darkness is just suggestion   No, don't worry, kid"      Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself   Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself   Myself      I’m allergic to the world when we are separated   There’s nothing in my heart that’s worth a beating   Feeling like a Styrofoam prop ennui is eating   Oh, sure, we talk and talk and talk   But nothing worth repeating      I feel defeated   I feel defeated   I feel defeated      Now I’m OD’ing on your cocksucker blues   You make me uptight when you just don’t work right   You painted my prison, now something’s wrong   And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song      I’m killing myself but it’s not suicide   I’m killing myself   I’m killing myself but it’s not suicide   I’m killing myself but my friends will never know   Because I’ve never been    Because I've never been honest with anyone      Always pulling faces from the unprepossessing places    Of the universal mind   I’m crippled by the world when we are divided   There’s nothing in my heart that’s worth the creaking   Feeling like a Pamplona bull that's finished kicking      Although we try to break the loop, it’s always stuck repeating      I feel defeated   I feel defeated   I feel defeated      Now I’m OD’ing on your cocksucker blues   You make me uptight when you just don’t work right   You painted my prison, now something’s wrong      And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song   I always thought things would change somehow   And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless   Hopeless      And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song   I always thought things would change somehow   And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless   Hopeless      And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song   I always thought things would change somehow   And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless   Hopeless      And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song   I always thought things would change somehow   And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless   Hopeless      And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song   I always thought things would change somehow   And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless   Hopeless