To Hard to believe    And it still hasn't hit me    Confusion as to how I feel    And I need to be shown    The direction I should go    Take everything and never be the same       Manipulated minds and suffering    Trying to hold back all of these feelings    I'm blinded by hate and misery    To afraid to face reality    It seems so unreal but I can't deny    These of thoughts of you that still remain in my mind    Realizing that your never coming back       And that's the way we left it    And that's the way it's delt with    No where, no where to go but down       There's too much to take and there's no way    I could ever imagine how I feel today    And still you pretent that it's nothing new    As if all this doesn't concern you    But still i picture you, in memory          And i just can't believe    This is really happening    That one's mind could so corrupted    Take it all away    And never feel the same    You'll live with it and never forgiven