i've always found it hard to breathe in a crowd   so i stay in my room, painting my walls      i cut off all my hair, you said it didn't matter   so i'll behave like,   i'm on time for you and us.      i said, i said,   "oh baby please don't go, honey just don't leave.   we can stay out all night or watch this show 'til we cry   just tell me which way to turn      but i can't make you stay if you don't want to."