All I know is that I dreamed of you   I somehow can’t wipe you off my Iris   all I know is that I’m lost in you   like a bonedry log in your fire      but I see things somewhat different now   I swear to God, I’m gonna kill some day   leave me alone,yes I’m going home   I won’t bother you no more      ....but if I tried I could make you come back   and de-rail that train from its dead-end track   I’d do anything to be rid of that smile tonight,   tonight....      these things I can’t explain,Lord-   you left him hanging out on a limb   all that time you knew it would make him spin   I get so mad,frustrated and sick-   I wish I knew just who or what to kick   It used to be a personal thing   but that was way before it started killing him       I see things somewhat different now,...........etc