I need this hopeless feeling   Like I need a hole in my head   Give up my whole days wages   To get this hole in the wall   I call a holster that is empty   Just a gun to the head   I am a holy roller   I'm playing Russian Roulette      I've been told gambling's a sin   I'm gonna place my bet   I'm gonna play to win   Yes I'm sure it's a cure for the blues   You lose you win, you win you lose      I cried "Oh sweet Lord"   But there's no hope in praying   Somebody hold me tight   I'm in a whole lot of pain   I'll be a whole lot older   When this day is done   I say Russian Roulette   Is just a hole in one