i am sick   i'm okay   no need to call my friends.   haven't learned   in a way   it couldn't be a better day.   all these words   that you hear   tried to remember   what i fear.   all alone   could it be   me?      do you think i'm paranoid?   once again i've tried my best   crying your tears of joy 'cause   i'm afraid      i am happy   i'm afraid   i'm making up for things i've said.   hold your breath   count to three   make a wish   it'll be okay.   all this smoke   that i breathe   tried to deny   it's wasn't need.   after all   could it be?      say--   do you think i'm paranoid?   once again i've tried my best   crying your tears of joy 'cause   i'm afraid      i'm afraid of reaching out   and tasting what is good,   do i need a friend   or just be used by you      say--      do you think i'm paranoid?   one again i've tried my best   crying your tears of joy 'cause   i'm afraid      so when you think of cancer   here's a life saver;   no one can come in and pull you out.   when all you hear is seconds   look in the mirror   there is the one to pull you out.