to see her sitting there was tearing him apart   a void so thick and fancy from his brain down to his heart   he knew he wanted her happy   but her knew he wanted her more   to see her sitting there with him hurt like nothing before      to this day only she could make him cry   to this day she could only break his heart   how could something that seemed so right and lovely   be there only to rip him apart?      to see her getting over it much quicker than him   he still feels like crawling back, finding a love song to sing   he knew she wanted space   so why is she with that guy?   is space a neat way of saying your stars don't shine bright?      to this day only she could make him happy   to this day she could only make him hurt   how could something that seemed so good and pretty   make him want to be under her dirt?      maybe a lack of future   maybe a lack of something he never knew   if only she just told him   he'd have done everything that he could do   but no      to this day only she could make him content   to this day only she has made him dead   how could someone who seemed so young and hopeful   let first love attack his head?   no matter what the scriptures said   the cancer seed of loneliness grew riper in his head   he'd have done everything that he could do   but no   but no