and i walked west sussex sunlight   up by dead mans pool   where ma, mudlarck and lewes   stared me down, you drunken fool   old teenage debts engulfed my chest   as i contemplate death      put a challenge to its glamour   and all its loss and glory      wet afternoon breath   was taken deep into my lungs   thinking of the man i must become      my story has just begun   and i will be returning to myself soon      for i've been alone for too many   of the great moments in my life   alone like so many      but at this moment in my life.....   father, father, any way i can help ye?   I am only just growing better to know thee....      thank you for all the things you've given to our family...   given with your heart to your wife and my sister and me...      now i look out west of battle where our ancestors lie in grave,   out to breed where the blacksmith put root to our family name...   I get proud of my birthright,   think of the things i must leave   when i leave behind the city      and the living      finally      (the temple of the winds blows, until the boy wakes from his six year slumber... alive, alone, we take the next step)      desire   desire   deep down inside of me      you are not the maker nor the master of me   help me to better support my family   to better better of a brother be....      desire   desire   deep down inside of me      you are not the wrecker nor the ruler of me      desire   desire   deep down in me      i've been alone for so many of these great moments in my life...   alone like so many      but at this moment of my life      desire, despair and death   i challenge thee...      all as i walked up on blackdown