Disaster strikes   I try to write   Describe the things I hold inside   This pride of mine still keeps me distant   Disorder looms above this room   I'm trapped inside this silent tomb   I'm trying to get my mind off resistance      What ever I say, what ever I write, what ever I do,   I'm not getting through      Destruction's all surrounds my home   My future seems to stay unknown   All alone in need of some assistance      What ever I say, what ever I write, what ever I do,   I'm not getting through      What ever I say, what ever I write, what ever I do,   I'm not getting through to you      Oh   Here comes the fear again   Walls are closing in   Feels like I'm choking      Oh   Can't find the words to say   Drowning in this pain   Smoke fills the air      What ever I say, what ever I write, what ever I do,   I'm not getting through      Oh    What ever I say, what ever I write, what ever I do,   I'm not getting through to you      Oh   Here comes the fear again   Walls are closing in   Smoke fills the air