You close the door and hide from everything   A make believe illusion that things will turn out right   A broken shattered portrait on display   A memory of silence that only i can hear      The scars they never heal   They bleed and you feel free   For every stain you leave   A little soul so lost   For every god damn thing that you carved into my skin hurts   I will heal within a day but you will feel the same      (Everyday with you is HATE,Everyday with you is a fight)   If you were the one who told me to try do you honestly   Think that i would take your advice?   I would shove it down your throat      What would you do if i would fade away?   Would you call me a liar and turn the knife around?   What would you do if i would fade away?   I'm going down but not alone   I'm dead inside but the hate will never leave me      I burned myself to keep the thoughts away   Avoiding all the answers that i always knew      Slowly breaking down   My body`s getting numb   Can you hear the sound?   I can hear it loud   Its funny how it all ends with feelings that you dont need   I never seem to get it right it all just falls apart      (Everyday with you is HATE,Everyday with you is a fight)   If you were the one who told me to try do you honestly   Think that i would take your advice?   I would shove it down your throat      What would you do if i would fade away?   Would you call me a liar and turn the knife around?   What would you do if i would fade away?   I'm going down but not alone   I'm dead inside but the hate will never leave me