I don't know where to begin   Feel a cleaving in my mind   I can't get my act together   Buzz in my head is too loud   I know something's wrong with me   It's starting to burn out my soul   But I feel so weird in here   When you just sit, listen and nod         All my life   I've been trying to deny and deceive myself (x2)      Sense of insecurity   Restlessness   The turning out   Hatred for my inner chaos   And the color of your couch   I've just had this trouble all my life   Of getting out what is inside      Now I run   But cannot hide      No matter how much I do for them   No matter how much I do for myself   No matter which way I look at it   Fulfillment passes me by      [x2]   Distracted inner self   On the brink of chaos   Lost its way   Impatient inner self   On the brink of chaos   Lost its way      Distracted inner self   I'm tuning out   Impatient inner self   I'm spacing out      Distracted inner self   On the brink of chaos   Lost its way