no words paint no picture       indifference lost to all i feel       painful things a smile conceals       simple heart it kills this can't be real       and it never stops happening       painting faces pale with disbelief       i never wanted things to end this way for .....       if i pull my hands from my face now       i'll see sickness       unthinking, unfeeling       frozen, inept       how can i think straight       the world is waving goodbye       so silent, complete and out of reach       laughing in my face let's justify       the beginning and end       looked, tried. cried too hard       to find       no matter what i thought the bones still       pile up behind       was i ever on       can't fight the feeling       when indecision comes to us       it keeps pushing       breaks me down       astray, but will i be okay?       if i can't see you       you can't see me