I’m close enough to know you’re near   but not enough to make it real   have I become like all the others here   a ruin in the deepest of all fears   before I had a chance to look   you went and turned your back for good   don’t act as if it’s understood   when it only takes one look   at the crater where we once stood   I don’t know what we will become   I just know that I’m not the one   yeah I know that I’m not the one that you’re   looking for   I hope that I can go without   someone else will have to guide you now   that can only break a spirit down   guided by a goal you never found   somewhere in the back looms a kitchen that’s   become her own tomb   on the wall I watch the shadow of her fi gure   fl oating ‘round the room   ‘til she hits the lights and is gone from view   I don’t know what we will become   I just know that I’m not the one   yeah I know that I’m not the one that you’re   looking for   yeah I know that I’m not the one that you’re   looking for