can't you see I hold it deep inside   can't you feel the pain you caused in pride   at the point of crossing over   I sacrificed all there was to be   so what does it mean to you now   you ran away and kept the hate   avoid the truth escape the pain   repress the past inside your mind   not the way you planned it to be   and I'm suffering made a huge mistake   you ask how I feel about you   how can I deal without you   at least I'm alive like you wanted to be   alone like you wanted to be   alive/the truth is all inside your mind