There's somethin' in the way not for Dr. Zummer   Hot the tumor in the lugee and left it in Montezuma   Swam back to the US after Russian roulette   No deal on the table give me a label to suplex      Came to fill them with pain, take a print of my brain   Flash it on the screen you wont leave the Cinema sane   Had a followin' fondlin' that wouldn't let go   'Till I spiked the easy football into the Def Jux end zone   And when it hit the grass it covered the crowd with mud   Mom slipped my bare-ass out, I covered the ground with blood   Then she wiped it on my face like war paint   Then slapped me, I cry, might die with a hardcore brain   Cracked the doors frame when I open the world around it   Exhale the hinges in the air where denounces   My frontal lobe bounces of the wall, then it rise from   The picture that it painted like suicide with a shotgun      [Chorus]   I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces   Keep cuttin' my hands   When I put it back together, it's feces   In a permanent Hell I find tranquility teaches   We had to design perfect mass for our new Preacher   We're going too far, nobody could reach us   I'm startin' to drown and I'm covered with leeches   Until my last breath they'll be screamin' from the bleachers   Then I'll be dead like all my teachers      Despite all my rage, I'm a rat in a cage for skies   Communicate your love injecting bleach in my eyes   The dubiously the demented dented to dependant cradles   Slipped through a grasp on the broken glass, highly unstable   I left that label unable to keep my master's   No whip, broke as shit, chick left me a week after   Over-dosage of mushrooms, no ugly obstacles   Hid the hamster boy record scene dance at the hospital   In the club I don't dance, I stand with a glass of Vodka   Come to terms, I'm just like my bastard Father   Left my Mother with a kid that flipped her lid   When I started to look like him, she threw me out the crib   And I was only two, my Grandmother was a Hitler Youth   Just dropped Agent Orange and aint got no dough to fix this tooth   I'm thinkin' out loud "I hate life" like that matters   Lettin' shit out that happened to fit into wack pattern      [Chorus]      I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces   But each motherfucker that fucked my Mother over would leave me to be this   Drug addicted menace, aint shit to do in this place   No longer flinchin' from Step-dad's punches to the face   Blind to the drug, calm to the tub   Filled to the top with warm water to sink in   Two arms full of blood   Not even thirteen, lookin' to exit, left for mess   Could care less about life, just keep my pool as fresh   Until the worms eat my flesh I guess they better burn me   These are the thoughts of a child I keep 'till thirty   I lack patience 'till I was packed with patients   In the mental facility forced on all the wrong medications   Prozac genie pig, I don't feel bipolar   But got a folder that claims I am in a stack that reaches my shoulder   Music, my only savior in every instance   Makes each one of you a prophet to my existence      [Chorus]