I’m thinkin’ about another day   yesterday, birthdays, any day other than today   why can’t I disappear?   it’s a simple question   oh, why, oh, why cannot I?      I’m hopin’ for a better life   not afterlife, not suicide, I only wanna make a few changes   why can’t I have my way?   it’s a small request   why, oh, why cannot I?      I remember the way that she   looked at me, it had to be   love   but love’s not enough      I hold my breath   and count to ten   and I when I stop breathing and breathing, oh, then I feel better   I’m riding on the vine   that’s a clear description: I’m riding on the vine      why can’t I have my way?   it’s a small request   why can’t I have my way?      I remember the way that she   looked at me   it had to be love   but love’s not enough      I remember the way that she   looked at me   it had to be love   but love’s not enough   love’s not enough   not enough   not enough   not enough