My spirit is heavy.   Biting down on my bottom lip.   You layed your head on my shoulder.   It meant more to me,    more than anything.         I won't tell you I'm in love with you   my lies will just hurt us both   I can't tell you that you're beautiful   Because you're everything I want   and I know I'm everything you don't      It hit me as it came back so suddenly, in every breath.   I was only inches away as we layed in your bed   You'll see me soon enough..   standing over me as I'm dying on your sofa.   I'm only dying cause its all my fault   but don't get me wrong when I'm dying      Because your touch is soft,   It's never enough.