I can't quite figure why I fight for the common good   against injustice, supporting humanitarian efforts,    when it all (seems to be) spit back/in our faces.   So take a look around, tell me what you see.   How can I care when I can't find peace (in my surroundings)?   I can't change the world into utopian dreams   when I face true human realities.   It's hard to openly love humanity when my heart is impeded by cynicism. I can't always see beauty when I can't look beyond imperfection.   Optimist-I'd like to be hopeful   Pessimist-but I'm doubtful   Analyst-scrutinize evidence   Realist-human nature's enduring   How can I live like this? I'd like to be hopeful.