sometimes, things get so jaded   still my heart slowly beats   sometimes, life gets complicated   still the world the around me sleeps      i'm ashamed   i'm to blame   don't wanna think about it   who i am, what i've done   how do i carry on?   wanna change, turn the page   don't wanna think about it   how do i undo what's done?   undo what's done!      sometimes, things get so faded   how is it that you can't see?   sometimes, life seems over-rated   makes my heart slowly bleed