I miss the way I was   when everything was good as new   not knowing how life worked   the centre of my world.      'I will turn you into something I can use   nevermind the pain and the abuse.'      I missed the way it was   when everything was razed by you   you don't know what you hurt   you're not the centre of this world.      I want to suffocate my friend   I want to suffocate my breath   I need to suffocate my voice.      Blow me away   Throw me away   Like a rose.