you told me I can't be this way   I proved you wrong again   I helped you see yourself for what you really are   I've made mistakes and now you pay for what you've done   but life is just a game, the prize is your death      look down into this blackened world   I cannot help myself   I've tried so hard to find but I'm the one to blame      and now you told me that I can't be this way   you told me I should try      the things I want to say and do   they can't understand what this means to me   this priceless misery       and now you told me that I can't be this way   you told me I should try   motherfucker!   and now you told me that I can't be this way   you told me I should try