on the bad days   we remember all of our fears   all your open ears      we think we live forever   and then we find out we're dead   all that you gave is now gone   it turns out it's not worth keeping   i can't do this anymore   some people aren't worth your time   what's on your mind baby (?)   believe me they're all your pain   don't bother sorting it out   and (?)   i never say what i mean   at least i mean what i say   (?)      all i ever wanted was to   love the one that came forth   all i ever wanter was to   love the one that got away      I'd take it up but i'm not even trying   i cannot tell you i'm already lying   we think we live forever   and then we find out one day   all that you gave is now gone   what was that anyway      on the bad days   we remember all of our fears   all your open ears      i wish i wasn't different   but they wouldn't be alive      i keep my eye on the prize   and the pen to the paper   always, always      no one understands you   no one understands