pick apart your pieces   just to watch what makes you tick   scream all you want   there's no way out of this   you dug yourself a hole, a crater   trying to get away from your blood   now it's just peace of mind   you're dreaming of...      I stumbled through the doorway   and I fell out of my skin   on my nightmares from your ceiling   and watched you drink them in      I know that you're a bastard now   I know you'd like to bash out my brains   for all my pretty manners i'd do the same   we all need someone to blame      I had it there in my hands   and now i don't understand   but I will do what I can   yeah I will do what I can   but I don't understand   I gotta sleep when I can   I had it there in my hands   I had it there in my hands   but now I don't understand   but I will do what I can   yeah I will do what I can   I really don't understand   I gotta sleep when I can   I gotta sleep when I can   but I will do what I can...      there's always daggers in the back of my mind   and I find and I find and I find   they're always waiting till I close my eyes   oh but you'll get yours in time   and you'll whine and you'll whine and you'll whine   about how much you don't deserve it   but suck it up yeah we all gotta do our time   and you'll find and you'll find and you'll find   it's better just to get it over with      you'll get yours and I'll get mine   an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   you'll get yours and I'll get mine   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   you'll get yours and I'll get mine   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   you'll get yours and I'll get mine   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life   it's an ugly deal but it's an ugly life...