so i'll put all my wishes in this perfected vision    closing my eyes has never been so easy    so used to lying awake with a broken faith    i can fall asleep like no one's business    you're clutching the covers and its getting you nowhere       if that's why i can't say your name    picturing a photograph that won't exist    my hands are torn - your hands on his hips    completely aware that i'm breaking the boundaries    betraying everything we hoped for and everything we know       there's times where we all    there's times where we all fall victim    to a childish obsession    please forgive me i just hope its alright that    i've chosen to be sitting this one out    forcing time towards sidelines and the crowd