playing the fool in your basement i dress up a costume   you have me now i am your creation malformed   rusting away evermore      absence of light takes my feet   pushing them down, bending knees   the rights decide and i am still   i face the wall, i am still      beg me please beg me please on bended knees   i will kill you      meet me in my dreams tonight i will wait for you   beneath autumn leaves, drenched in moonlight surrounded by fog   so romantic, this masquerade dancing with strangers   were friends with the entire world   i remember life i remember joy   a time when friends surrounded me   sinking fast into the cold water i am ashamed