These narsicistic souls   tearing up this world   my self loathing fantasies of love   bending the elements of truth   my egotistical heart beats empty   losing the world is like losing you      Once i saw   but then i cried again   I once could see   I will never laugh again   Tear me down   Soon i'll rise again   smash my heart   it will just break again.      it's coming down   dont shed away   hate your truth   love your fear   it's coming down   dont shed away      Once i saw   but then i cried again   I once could see   I will never laugh again   Tear me down   Soon i'll rise again   smash my heart   it will just break again.      memories intruiging my imagination   pictures of everyone there   what a beautiful scene   depictions in my brain      Dont shed away      this is the first time i cried about the world   it has been the last time i will cry about mine      staring at these walls   looking for something different then   these tiny little holes   of light in my night      dont shed away   dont shed away   dont shed away   i need this   dont shed away