where have i been all your life   sitting on fences    a novocaine for all the senses   another year will pass us by   making sense of nothing    in defense of something   i laughed too late    and dug myself into a grave      this year I'll try not to think too much   this year I'll try to stand up for myself   this year I'll live like I've never lived before   this is my year for sure      another stupid clumsy story   more accidental aspirations   another explosion of silence   i think i'm going deaf   or maybe i'm just hearing less   this year i'll try to only listen to myself      i wonder where    you'll be bringing in the new year   as midnight clocks are singing    good chance I'll be slobbering somewhere   probably pass out wasted   and sleep until the smoke clears   vague memories of midnight    flash in time to morning sunlight    wake up knowing you'll never be there.      i've got 100 resolutions   but i've got no solutions   i've got one song i write 100 times   and only a dozen or so rhymes      this year i'll try not to drink so much.    this year i'll try to stand up straight.    this year let's live like we've never lived before    this is our year for sure