These words will not explain me   Or you   Nothing could   Because there's no reason   for you to have what you don't deserve   What have you ever given me?      you trampled on my soul   and deep inside you laughed   at my broken dreams      Chorus:   But in some ironic way, it makes sense   if you look at it   through my misconceptions   I'm still not willing to believe   what I know has proven true      And all in all   your twisted perspective   has got you seeing stars   Don't think you can convince me   That this is only to help us both   I'll let you know   if it ever changes the way I see it   who are you to tell me   how I should cope?      (chorus)      So shake me up   and spin around   just knock me down   it's nothing new   You've done it all before   And if I should crash   and get up all alone   at least I'll know which way you ran:      Home to California   see You there         It's all so true, so true, so true, so true