Seven times I rang you, seven times you said you were bored.    How do I know by the tone in your voice you will be there?    Time enough I've humoured thoughts that situations change.    Help me to know because all I will drop just to be there.       So why are you taut and confusing?    I heard that once.    Nothing comes between.    Did you see the sun outside today?    Burning the bridges I made yesterday.    Memory serves me never quite so well.    So I broke it.    I fell.       Tried and tried to listen hard and gave you all I had.    Back in the face and the bile I could taste in your reasons.   Save for him all your frivolous chat and I'm sure for your reward,    A house of your own and a book full of nuns to remember.       What you know is just a lie.    I wouldn't tell you what to do for me.    I have what's best inside. I saw the man your eye's on.   We’re so weird it hurts and I don't even mind if that's all the plan.    I'm fully careless with this.