When he's mad he'd take it out on me   I thought nothing in life was for free   He swore that this time was going to be the last time   And it hurts to look back on my past   Don't want you, don't need you, don't have any time for you   What was I thinking when I brought you in this world   Forget about all you've done to me   Taking the pain for me is not that easy   Looking back I used to say maybe things will get better someday   Now I drink to forget all you've said   Now I drink to forget calling me a dumb kid   Now I drink to forget all you did