I want to live through   the decadence of you   just so you know   you're not the only one      I can't capture it   but I'll take what I can get   I'm faster than too slow   but quick enough to forget         Why can't you hold me down?   Why can't you hold me down?   What is it that keeps you around?   I just don't have the words   I just don't have the words      I can't believe or control   anything that surrounds me   but that's how it goes   when frictions all I see         It's more obvious than not   and I don't exceed expectations   no prior convictions   or hidden humiliations      Conceptualize, if you can   just for a second   I know it's not planned   I failed to mention   I'm hard to understand   but if for a second   if you can hold your breath   I can guarantee   you've met your match   but you won't see it   if you barely bother to blink   for once it would be nice   if you used your heart to think