Watching your house shrink away in my rear view mirror   As I drive away   Wishing that I could take back all those words that meant nothing   That I didn't say   I'm trying to be what you want me to be   But it's so damn hard to keep playing the part of the fool   Week after week      I think you need some time alone   You say you want someone to call your own   Open you eyes   You can suck in your pride   You can live your life all on your own      Is this all going to be just another time   That we play this game   I've tried to convince you that things could be different   but somehow they end up the same   But what did you expect from me   What am I supposed to do   You say that you're starting to feel like you're getting lost   Well I do too      I don't want to live this lie again   I know I'll get it right but I don't know when   I'll open my eyes   I've got something inside   I'll just jack off in my room until then      It's never over till it’s done   And I don't think that you're the one (4x)