Lying in my bed   Feeling very sad   Thinking whether to die   Or to masturbate      Looking for a blade   Want to make an end   I would like to cut my veins   But I'm too affraid      Watching MTV   Feeling like a creep   Many tons of tits and ass   And nothing is for me      Oh, how much I despise   All those sleezy, smiling guys   Always knownig what is in   And what to eat to be slim      (But) THE only thing I really need   Is something tough and masculine   Nice brave guys in uniforms   Comradeships in easy wars      The only thing I really need   To improve my self-esteam   Is an enemy, a rifle   And something to fight for      Impossible it seems   That they are human beings   I wonder if they ever had   To shit or take a leak