you haunt every memory i've got   every time i walk into a place all i see is your face   yes you haunt every dream i've had   i close my eyes and realize that i'm all that i've got   so i bolt the door to my room   let the thoughts flood in, the blood, the sin, the maestros chamber pop   but i am strong, and i will return   you'll see me again, and when you do my friend, we will cower, we will curse      we will look at the stars, they were once ours. those frail fragile things   they make light and shapes, but i've been replaced, by a boy i don't know his name      we once sat on this pew, and the moon was new you took my advice   we decided to fuck and by blind, dumb luck i've been lost but never found      i want the wind to blow on   and the rain to pour down   and the clouds to take me up   and rendezvous with the sun      i want the snow to fall   and softly hit the ground   i need the sleet to meet my feet   hail all around