Tell me will you ever forgive me?   Im not so proud of my past.   I was decieving, confused and so misleading   to let you think that I would stray from our path.      I know the things that I said are stuck on replay.   But please don’t tell me that it’s too hard to erase   because I, I was out of line.      If you walk, i will always follow.   I couldn’t bear to wait for you turn around.   And I don’t care what you think is best for me.   I don’t want to loose the only light that I have found.      It carves a hole inside my chest to see how I hurt the things I love.   It seems that I have made a big mess.