Pauses    are broken by statements not tenderness   I always wanted much more than this      heartsworn misguidance   disguised in abundance   of thoughts of the moment   not facts of the day      gestures are only as loud as the words   I was tricked by movements   all sound went unheard      obscured by the darkness, I reach for your face   but I find a cold emptiness has taken its place   left all alone after making that find   a silent scream starts distorting the mind      and I'm always wanting much more than this   left breathing in hope gently passed by your kiss   but the lifeline is broken in two equal halves   one closes up slowly   the second one laughs