once again i am abandoned all hope is lost, what else is new?   and i can't go on thinking about it   how in the past you've failed so many times   i thought it would've been a wake up call by now   but i guess theres always something new you have to find out for yourself      so many lessons have been learned, so many bridges have been burned   into the back of our memory   as far back as it goes and still nobody knows...      some things will never change   some things will always stay the same   some things have no meaning but it's okay we might not make it anyway   some things will never change      can anyone explain to me what the word pathetic really means?   at first it was funny but now it's an insult   i'm not angry   it just seems that everywhere i look there's another person having problems instead of me   what has this world come to when all i see is me?      it makes no sense to me    none of this can be happening   but I'll stick around with my feet on the ground waiting anxiously   and i just don't agree   with some of the stupid ideas   you heard me      cause i am abandoned