Stepping on   the thoughts of all pain   released from this anger   is some place I would like to be   and when I feel myself defeated   I bleed   and when I see them twist around   dancing in their own wake   I rage       And I don't want to exist on this plane   crashing down to the level of   depth of skin   flesh and bone   all wrapped up in pages   flashed in our faces   laughing and spiteful      Run away      Lost again   misdirected and folded   drowned in bones   and thrown away   they told me to disappear   and slowly dive   into the shallow end   of the gene pool      Try to hold on to what I believe   disappeared   no longer here as anything but   wretched and disfigured   so I slash myself again   and I drown my hopes again   lose myself in this disease      Lost again   misdirected and folded   drowned in bones   and thrown away   they told me to disappear   and slowly dive   into the shallow end   of the gene pool      Cut yourself to the mold   Nothing left to rid yourself of   but bile and blood   torn skin screaming   and silenced as we   replace marble with plastic      Lost again   misdirected and folded   drowned in bones   and thrown away   they told me to disappear   and slowly dive   into the shallow end   of the gene pool