With cherry red lipstick and high heels on   I'm gonna go out tonight   Let them know I'm born   Do what I wanna do see I'm grown   Never asked nothing from no one   I fend for my own   Tell me, tell me I'm wrong   Help me, help me rewrite this song   Standing here, it's painfully clear      I thought I'd loved   Until I loved you   I thought I'd lost   Until I lost you   I will never be fine   No, I will never be fine      Chasing you in the back of my mind   You are easy to find   Walk me through it once again   So I understand I'm losing my friend   And the ocean is in an uproar   And the sun just fell into the sky   You say it's for the better   Then tell me why do I wanna die?      I thought I'd loved   Until I loved you   I thought I'd lost   Until I lost you   I will never be fine   No, I will never be fine