I watch you through an open door   An open door I'll never pass through   My feet seem like their glued to the floor   I'll never make it to you   Why   (Does it always seem I'm left behind)   Why   (Do I always search for answers I can't find)      I am lost within my self   I don't care about anything else   (When you hear a whisper fade to dust)   I am lost and out of control   Trapped inside of my own deep hole   (When you've lost everything there's no more trust)      A transparent past moment   I'm trapped in the present   The future is distant   I can't hold on to you forever   A flood of emotion   These words cause commotion   It feels like slow motion   I can't fight these feelings forever   Why   (Does it always seem I'm left behind)   Why   (Do I always search for answers I can't find)      I am lost within my self   I don't care about anything else   (When you hear a whisper fade to dust)   I am lost and out of control   Trapped inside of my own deep hole   (When you've lost everything there's no more trust)      I am out of your sight   Tell me that everything will be all right   Please reassure me there'll be no more fights   I can't take it!   Lead me to home   I'm trapped and alone   My head is a cyclone   I'll break it!      Why   (Does it always seem I'm left behind)   Why   (Do I always search for answers I can't find)   Why   (Do I always give in to your persistant lies)      Why do I feel this way   Why won't it go away      Why   (Does it always seem I'm left behind)   Why   (Do I always search for answers I can't find)      I am lost within my self   I don't care about anything else   (When you hear a whisper fade to dust)   I am lost and out of control   Trapped inside of my deep hole   (When you've lost everything there's no more trust)