I have set aside everything I loved   I have saved everything else for you   I cannot decide what this doubt's made of   Thought I 've gone over it through and through      In a book in a box high upon a shelf   In a locked and guarded vault   Are the things I keep only for myself   Its your fate but its not your fault.      And for every useless reason I know   there's a reason not to care.   If I hide myself wherever I go    am I ever really there?      There is no where else I would rather be   but I can't just be right here   An enigma wrapped in a mystery or a   fool consumed by fear?      And for every useless reason I know   there's a reason not to care.   If I hide myself wherever I go    am I ever really there?      I will give you all I could ever give   though its less than you will need   could you just forget if you cant forgive    all the things i could not conceive      And for every useless reason I know   there's a reason not to care.   If I hide myself wherever I go    am I ever really there?