Can't you feel    That I have changed my mind       About my lure of death    And suicide       I've felt myself really ashamed    Since the time       I lost one of my best friends    And my mind       (I) Won't follow him!       I think that I would not do some-    Thing like that to the people    Who protected me when I was younger       But I can't really feel some hate    My friend was so afraid    That he has not realised       The pain he would make me feel    The pain he would make us feel    The pain he would make them feel       This wound that can't heal up    This mouth that won't shut up    Remembering us that he's gone       He left this world behind    To run away    From depression       But I can't really forgive