With Longing I recall  Yearning for a caress hollow and empty,  Unsheltered by the pain of the rest  Not without justification, torn down for my compassion  Free formed in emptiness  Have I been cheated?  Has all I have worked for been stolen away by disregarding what I most  Yearned for?  Relinquished all I deserve  Fearing not for suffering, is my home and pain my native tongue?  Loss and rejection are my family  Nurture  You are not the reason for my weakness  Lost I hold you to blame for fearing love  For my failure... accompany disaster and inherit the pain  Torn down for my compassion now I stand alone  Not sympathy just understanding I am shown  Too far gone now, my thoughts are wise  All alone because your taken so far  A graceful end to life  But its not over  Disguised in a full mask of truth  Those old words are denied  With longing I recall  Yearning for a caress hollow and empty, unsheltered by the pain of the rest    Not without justification, torn down for my compassion, free formed in  emptiness  Repent what I feel  Mourn disguised.. as life's seas are paralyzed.