I can't laugh  I can't cry  I can't see inside of me  Don't know the reason why    I ain't straight  And I ain't high  I'm the ugly in between  Can't live and I can't die    I wanna screamAnd I can't win  My life's a living soundtrack  For a human horror film    I can't feel  And I can't love  My mama never showed me how  I never was enough    I can't laugh  And I can't smile  I'll sacrifice my aged elders  To show me how to die    I can't love  And I can't feel  And my mother never loved me  Deep down she hated me    I can't fuck  I can't feel  I'm one bizzare motherfucker  What the fuck's inside of me    I'll kill the beast  So to free my soul  And smash the mirrorsThat won't let me go  Oh if there's a smile that ya see  It's only the clockwork orange that's in me  I curse the darkness impassioned plea  And tear the heart out and watch me bleed  I'll sacrifice my blood for free  To satisfy the vengence that's in me  And bury the mirror that's inside me