This is my burden   My engaging gem   And my bittersweet revenge   My impossible moment   A new synthetic turn  To my embarrassing unrest   This is my burden..      Think your two steps ahead   And find your ten steps behind   Every move that you make is divided between the road that you took   Just to get where you are   And now the road you must take  To remain here   This is my burden   My accepting heart   My stiff, unyielding pride   My impossible weakness   A steady dose of cut and tried   This is my..      Sounds attained but feels surrendered. tempting. offensive.   Smells like wine goes down like murder.   Tempting. tainted. convincing. debated.  Is this USELESS!!   The night sky a dull tone when i'm in a stone's throw but can't move committed to seeing this finished.