Falling down again inside my past  choked by memories and asking help  and I don't know what's happening to me  all my joys and all my fears    rapid photograms in front of me  are sliding fast making of this a film  and I don't know what's happening to me  is this real or is a dream?it's a dream?    it' clearier now  the sky is cring for you  maybe because  I will never see ya    another minute and another why  and there's no explanation I can find  and I don't know I had just fighiting for  if I decide or anyone moves me right or wrong