My life is going nowhere fast  i look my past  alone here with my pain  and all the things i must do  i don't know i can't  i was there and i'm sure  now i can't be with you  cause my luck laughs on me,or just it seems    all my problems are jumping fast on my brain  like an hammer hit my head  i cant run away  i just need a stop    i will fly over my thoughts  i just wanna have the time for myself  find my calm sit on a cloud  find my balance lookin' throught the sun