I feel as if I have been dreaming   I am confused as to how I got here   One minute   I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death   Then there was you   You opened me to a different light   The path you lead me down was priceless   With one quick glance it was stripped from me   I was so ashamed I never let you be you   I have been puking with regret   I found myself again   And although we were apart   I managed to move on   Something was still missing   I made me sick   Far to familiar   I needed you once again, maybe now I can change   Maybe now I can secure my lumps