A slave to my thoughts daily   I finally lost my craving   Need this to end real soon   You come then you go away   No way I can make it through this   Can you feel my heart fade away?   Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?   Feeling I can't figure me out   I'd try but I'm not allowed   Where do I go from here now?   My friends can't explain this to me   When I see you I don't see me   I feel I'll never gain   Your affection is a must to me   But reflections of past life won't let me be   Right now all hope is lost   Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?   Feeling I can't figure me out   I'd try but I'm not allowed   Where do I go from here now?   Save some for me   There's still blood for nine