Here goes the story of a kid we thought we knew   He hid a hate inside and had a state of mind   That put him in his grave   It began with his friends   They never noticed the despair in his eyes   From the pressure   His life was etched in stone   Before he made a choice of his own      And hes dedicated   For everyday that hes made it on his own   In his fathers eyes hes a pair of dice   He wont be number one   He cant be number one      So he tries to comply   With everything theyve ever asked   And his life is stitched with one-way tickets   To places he dont want to visit   He says Im never gonna be perfect   Maybe I dont deserve his trust   but Im doing the best I can   Ive never dealt with such pressure   Feels like my whole lifes etched in stone   Before Ive made a choice of my own      So save your breath cause youll   need it when you hang from a rope   Cause of death:   Obvious from your suicide note   The last words that filled the page:   if no one will listen than no one   will miss me when Im gone   Across town his dad falls asleep all alone   Never knowing he was never going to come home   The last thoughts that filled his head   Ill tell him Im sorry Ill   say I regret what I did   Its your life   Ill live my own life instead      His bedrooms filled with emptiness tonight   As the silence cuts through like a knife   Knowing hes not there